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An excerpt from award-winning author Arundhati Subramaniam’s book of poetry, Love Without A Story
Updated : Jun 15, 2019, 06:30 AM IST
I was eight when I looked
through a keyhole
and saw my mother in the drawing room
in her hibiscus silk sari,
her fingers slender
around a glass of iced cola
and I grew suddenly shy
for never having seen her before.
I knew her well, of course –
serene undulation of blue mulmul,
wrist serrated by thin gold bangle,
gentle convexity of mole
on upper right arm,
and her high arched feet –
better than I knew myself.
And I knew her voice,
like running water —
ice cubes in cola.
But through the keyhole
at the grown-up party,
she was no longer
geography.
She seemed to know
how to incline her neck,
just when to sip
her swirly drink
and she understood the language
of baritone voices and lacquered nails
and words like Emergency.
I could have watched her all night.
And that’s how I
discovered
that keyholes always
reveal more
than doorways.
That a chink in a wall
is all you need
to tumble
into a parallel universe.
That mothers are women.
(Excerpted with permission from Love Without A Story by Arundhati Subramaniam, Context)