Dear Sushant,
Omg! Okay! What? I can't even!
Mr Anyone Will Do, I don't know a nicer way to put this but you need help.
Or maybe not. Maybe you just need to calm down. I'm guessing you have sent this message to a lot of people including me. You got so confused that you actually sent me the message with somebody else's name and then blamed it on auto-correct. It's not new for people to blame their goof-ups and typos on auto-correct but I'm going to side with auto-correct in this case just because...!
So, I'm going to keep this really short. You need to see a counsellor. You need to make some friends and stop worrying about facing society by reaffirming to them and yourself that you are a bottom.
PS – I think I don't get paid enough to go through this (Inverted palm on forehead, Bollywood damsel in distress style).
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