Your subconscious mind knows each and every thing. Whatever happens to you (your soul) is registered in your subconscious mind from the very beginning. Unfortunately your physical mind cannot take it all, and in most cases it constantly remains at war with your subconscious mind.
You would probably like to know why your subconscious mind does not let you remember. As we said, it is difficult for your physical mind to handle it all. Besides, your subconscious mind does not want you to know because you have come to Earth for experience, tests, training and to pay off karma. If you knew everything it would be too much for you to cope with, and there would be no fun in life. You would go through life like a machine. If you knew your karma, your life on Earth would be monotonous.
Your conscious mind dies with your physical body when you leave Earth. Your conscious mind is very eager to make you a slave and lead you as it wishes, but you must use your will-power and never let it win.
The author (1925-2007) was a spiritual channel and a mystic