Neha Kakkar breaks silence on her separation with Himansh Kohli after having a meltdown on the sets of 'Indian Idol 10'

Bollywood singer Neha Kakkar and Himansh Kohli have reportedly parted ways after being in a relationship for over four years. The two sparked rumours of a break up after they unfollowed each other on Instagram. 

Neha is experiencing a great phase in life, career-wise, but the break up seems to have shaken her emotional health, a bit. The singstress reportedly had a break down of sorts on the sets of 'Indian Idol 10', a show she currently judges.

Now we all know that she is known to be bit of a cry baby on the show but this time it was different. 

“Currently, Neha is going through a rough phase in her personal life and yesterday (December 13) while she was shooting for the show, she broke down when one of the contestants sang an emotional love song. She couldn’t control her tears. In fact, since she arrived on the set; she wasn’t feeling well. Usually, she is very chirpy and bubbly on the set; but things were not the same yesterday,” a source informed dbpost.com. 

“Usually, Neha doesn’t take re-takes while showing her emotions on the camera. Whether it’s laughing or crying; it comes out naturally for her. But yesterday the team had to take several re-takes to capture the perfect moment. Neha was a little confused with her emotions. Finally, she decided to take a break for few minutes and then resumed shooting,” the source further added.

As per the website the singer also asked the channel to edit off the portions of her crying from the upcoming episode. Recently, the singer took to Instagram and opened up about the rough phase she's going through post break-up. She shared a series of heart-wrenching notes stating that she gave away everything and got nothing in return. 

The first post read, "Mujhe gave pata tha iss duniye mein itne burey loh bhi hote hain. Khair.. sab kuch gawaa ke hosh mein ab aaye, toh kya kiya..." and "I know I'm a celeb..I'm not supposed to write all this.. but I'm human being too.. and aaj kuch zyaada hi toot gayi, isliye couldn't control my feelings" - (sic)

She also mentioned that she is aware she will be judged by the people and she is prepared for it. "I know now everybody's gonna talk about it now.. People are ginna judge me.. pata nahin lod kya bolenge.. some people are gonna say things which I haven't even done but koi nahin.. mujhe aadat ho gayi hai sab snne ki.. sab sehne ki" - (sic) she added.