'We find those who refuse to acknowledge or just brush you aside': Bhumika writes heartbreaking note on Sushant's death

Sushant Singh Rajput's M.S. Dhoni: The Untold Story co-star Bhumi Chawla has been sharing her thoughts on the actor's death by suicide. It's been almost 20 days since he passed away and Bhumika took to her Instagram page and shared a post filled with questions and thoughts about his sad demise. She shared an intense photo of SSR with a caption which is heartbreaking to read. 

Bhumika penned, "It's been almost 20 days... and I wake up thinking of you. Still wondering what it was ... one only shared the screen space as a character briefly but still associated together... Was it depression - personal — then you should have spoken... If it was professional - you had already done such good films... YES I AGREE it’s not easy to survive here — I am not talking of insider or outsiders — IT IS WHAT IT IS — yes if I have to connect with someone even after having done 50 plus films it ain’t easy — but I am still grateful I am doing work — maybe I just choose to work on this perspective — constantly pushing myself to think and believe good. Yes, there are times when you call or message people from the industry (Bollywood or other places) most people are WARM and KIND but we do find those who refuse to acknowledge or just brush you aside."

Bhumika further wrote, "THE WORLD IS MADE OF ALL SORTS... THERE are most who will respect you always but rare few when they need you they come to you - but when you drop a tinkle saying you would love to work together with them, they say we will see .... or smile it off (though I never believed in doing that earlier, I did in the last few years make an effort — that’s what life is — nothing comes without effort and hard work) ... YET I STILL THANK GOD FOR Everything ... I choose to say that it’s ok - maybe one doesn’t fit the bill, the role and so it’s ok ..... POSITIVE .... and finally if there is anything more to you going than professional disappointment, or depression cause of various reasons —- YEH SHAHAR HAME HAMARE SAPNE DETA HAI , Naam deta hai ... kabhi Kabhi Gumnaam bhi karta ... lakho ki aabadi mein kuch TANHA BHI KARTA HAI ..... ........ if there was anything more I hope we come to know what it was ... until then FINAL GOODBYE... PRAYERS FOR YOU - wherever you are and prayers for your family."

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on Jul 3, 2020 at 5:06am PDT

Sushant passed away on June 14, 2020.